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Name: ja
Birthday: 4/11/1981
Interests: people, places, things
Expertise: being an expert, crocheting
Occupation: Supervisory
Industry: Other
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Member Since:
8/9/2004
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| False smiles make me want to puke. So does Facebook. | | |
| School starts August 17th. Can't wait. I've been working at the University Club in the office as a receptionist. I don't need to complain, as we are in trying financial times, but it's not ideal. I think even my boss knows that. It's a strange world.
My ten year class reunion was last weekend. Not fun. Never go to these...never never never. Unless, I guess, you were homecoming queen. People didn't know me. Are you supposed to introduce yourself at high reunions? Because I did. A lot. I realized I went to high school with lots and lots of progressive rednecks. And if they weren't progressive rednecks, they were rednecks, and that's ok! I just didn't make lots of friends with them. And it was humbling actually. I wish I could have had fun. It seemed like everyone was. It really blew. I was such a dork as a teenager. It kills me these days b/c I think kids feign this dorkery, when it's not really who they are. Don't feign dorkery if you were on homecoming court and class president. blow me. Unless, it looked like this...
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| so i just read back through the last 4 years of my life. things have been good. sometimes i'm afraid that i'm slightly delusional about my life. and i am...sometimes. and then sometimes things seem highly exagerrated. its nice to read back and remember the way things actually were. i miss my friends. i miss the ones that are gone, and the ones that i don't talk to anymore. i even miss the ones that might hate me. i've never understood grudges. i have lots of reasons to have them, and i just don't. i bought Henry a really adorable hoodie. i think he loves it. i need some new jeans. | | |
| i don't have the internet at my new house, and its amazing. i mean, i use it when i go back to my old house to get things or hang out with Scott or drop Griff off. i am so productive without it. i don't think its supposed to be that way, but i like it. i mean, screw all this stuff. facebookmyspacebullshit. its narcissistic self promotion.
in theory though. i'll have it eventually, and i'll have to eat all these words.
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| i love my new house. ok, its not so much a house, but a basement, but i love it. i just painted my bedroom, and i wanted to sleep in it tonight, fumes and all. i have to wait on my bed. its all going to be shades of blue. maybe a purple...
newfound love of life. no joke. i'm going to be 27 in April, and that's so young. i should start acting like it. i have my first little collection in my head, and i want it done by September. Follow through...its going to be my new thing.
why did i ever listen to They Might Be Giants? just sayin.
i am thoroughly enthralled with Dirty Mind. Its on repeatrepeatrepeat.
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